Saturday, July 9, 2011

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Day 20 - Underground River

"A picture of me swimming."
Underground river in Quintana Roo, Mexico,
deep under the Yucatan peninsula.
Photo taken from above ground
through a cenote that provides access
to the cave system.

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Day 19 - My Daddy

"A picture of my father."
My daddy, age 14.

Daddy, I remember you.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Monday, July 4, 2011

Day 17 - Last Summer

"A picture of last summer."
My grand-nephew/godson, my niece,
and my grand-niece.

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Missing My Life

I hate myself. I hate my depression. I hate myself that I'm not strong enough to rise above the depression.

My niece is having a BBQ today to celebrate a dear family member's newly earned United States citizenship. All my local family is there. I had a chance for a ride yesterday and a chance for a ride this morning. And I couldn't make myself go.

I don't know why. Maybe it was anticipating all the people...there was supposed to be a great turn-out of friends. Maybe it's just because I'm worthless. 

I only know that I want to be there so badly. I've either been in bed or crying all day. Or both.

I hate myself.

Day 16 - Journey to Shiloh

"A picture of my favorite movie as a child."
  Journey to Shiloh, 1968
James Caan, Michael Sarrazin,
Paul Peterson, Harrison Ford,
Jan-Michael Vincent, Noah Beery

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Day 15 - Archaeology

"A picture of something I want to do before I die."
Participate in an archaeology dig.